||[29 May 2006|08:12pm]
that, my friends, is the dress I'm making. (version C, the black one)
Black Organza on top, pink stretchy stuff underneath. No ribbons, except maybe ribbon straps? I dunno. YAY. I'm excited. I spent like 15 bucks on fabric + notions (and another 4 on a stupid magnetic pincushion mumsi made me buy)
|you cant stand it
||[26 Feb 2006|01:45pm]
Bold = me
I would like to change my name.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don't like people.
I'm easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I'm a smoker.
I smoke weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.
My room always looks like a tornado hit it.
I'm shorter than 5'5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I've had braces.
I have braces.
I have a lot of clothes.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete strager.
I change my hair color often.
I either straighten or curl my hair often.
I have at least one piercing that isn't in my ears.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.
I've been in love.
I'm in a relationship now.
I'm completely happy being single.
I miss an ex right now.
I'm always scared of being hurt.
I've been hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've been cheated on in a relationship.
I've cheated and haven't told the person I cheated on.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've been in love more than three times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend.
I've beaten up a friend.
I've been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.
I'd give my life to save a friend.
I own a white hoodie.
I own at least five pairs of jeans.
I own at least ten pairs of shoes.
I own a blue jacket.
I own a pink jacket.
I have at least five belts.
I own at least three blue shirts.
I own at least one pair of flip flops.
I own at least two pairs of sweatpants.
I've gone out in public in pajamas.
I own at least three hoodies.
I sleep in pajamas every night.
I've been on a plane.
I've been on a train.
I've left the country.
I've left the state/province.
I've been on birth control.
I've had sex.
I've had sex with a complete stranger.
Someone close to me has died.
I've taken a taxi.
I've taken a city bus.
I've taken a school bus.
I've gone bungee jumping.
I've made a speech.
I've been in some sort of club.
I've won an award.
I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I've been so angry I've punched a hole in the hall.
I've been in a physical fight.
I listen to country music.
I listen to pop music.
I listen to rap.
I listen to techno.
I listen to R&B.
I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD's.
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I've seen and like The OC.
I've seen and like One Tree Hill.
I've seen and like Popular.
I've seen and like Everwood.
I've seen and like House.
I've seen and like Gilmore Girls.
I've seen and like CSI.
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I've been kicked out of the house.
I've ran away from my home.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've made my parents cry.
I've lied to my parents.
I've lied to my parents about where I am.
I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing.
I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out.
I've walked out when I've been grounded.
I've cut my hair in the past year.
I've dyed my hair in the past year.
I've been blonde.
I've been black.
I've been fire engine red.
I've been light brown.
I've been medium brown.
I've been dark brown.
I've had streaks.
I've been purple/pink.
I've been blue/green.
I've gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I've used silk therapy.
I've used hot oil treatments.
I've completely killed my hair.
I've curled my hair.
I've straightened my hair.
I've ironed my hair.
I've braided my hair.
I've had dreadlocks.
I've thrown something at a teacher.
I've yelled at a teacher.
I've been suspended.
I've been sent to the principal's office.
I've walked out of class.
I've skipped an entire day of school.
I've skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I've failed a test.
I've cheated on a test.
I've helped someone else cheat on a test.
I've failed Art.
I've failed P.E.
I've failed Math.
I've failed Socials.
I've failed Science.
I've failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I've been caught skipping.
I've been on the honor roll.
I've been on effort honor roll.
I've had a GPA of 4.0 (unweighted)
I've failed an entire grade.
I've gone to summer school
||[12 Feb 2006|09:15am]
♥show some heart ♥
Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.
Wednesday March 1, 2006 is SI Awareness Day.
♥show some heart ♥
Eating disorders are a disease, not a lifestyle.
February 26-March 4, 2006 is ED Awareness Week.
||[04 Sep 2005|07:55pm]
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
||[07 Jul 2005|07:16pm]
hey, I've got 50 gmail invites...so if you want one...just drop a comment with your email and I'll send you one. uh, I'll screen comments so nobody sees your email (this is a public post)
||[06 Jul 2005|07:59am]
Singing in the shower? -- more like humming
Left the stove on? -- Guilty
Ate stale food? -- Guilty
Spit in someone's drink? -- Innocent
Stole something from a friend? -- Innocent
Bossed your friends around? -- Guilty.
Played with Barbies? -- Guilty!
Left love bites on your past or present BF/GF? -- Innocent
Sang the wrong words to your favorite song? -- not my favourite song...
Lit candles and let wax run all down your desk? -- Innocent
Kissed your posters of your favorite stars? -- Innocent
Played air guitar? -- I strum on my leg... I play arm cello sometimes too
Listened to stupid music and said you like it? -- Guilty
Had sex with a stranger? -- Innocent
Did a wrestling move on someone? -- Innocent
Had a Lite Brite toy? -- Guilty
Threw a surprise party for someone or yourself? -- Innocent (how do you throw a surprise party for yourself? O.o)
Made someone cry? -- Guilty
Had the balls to ask someone out on a date? -- Innocent
Opened your Xmas presents early? -- Guilty
Ever been caught doing something "dirty"? -- Innocent
Did the time-warp? -- Innocent (?)
Found money, and didn't turn it in? -- Guilty
Gave money to a homeless person? -- Innocent
Sang cheesy 80's songs? -- Guilty
Dug for buried treasure? -- Innocent
Thought Star Wars was cool? -- Guilty
Pretended to be a South Park cartoon? -- Innocent
Had a super-hero costume? -- Innocent
Still sleep with your baby blanket? -- Guilty...lol...well..its meant to be a baby blanket..but its new..and its really soft..and I use it as a pillow..lol
Lied to protect a friend? -- Guilty.
Broke a bone? -- Guilty
Played D&D(dungeons and dragons)? -- Innocent
Got lost in your own little world? -- Guilty
Seen "The Goonies" more than ten times? -- Innocent
Played a video game for more than 5 hours? -- Innocent
Watched "Scream" and actually screamed? -- Innocent
Died your hair a color from the rainbow? -- Guilty
Drank until you passed out? -- Guilty
Fought over a girl/boy? -- Innocent
Dance with a mail man? -- Innocent
Juggled cats? -- Innocent. wtf?(with sara on this one..lol)
Pissed on yourself, then told people it was mountain dew? -- Innocent...ew
Sang love songs and recored an album that went gold? -- Innocent..huh?
Bent over for the soap in a female prison? -- Innocent
Pissed on someones hubcaps? -- Innocent
Took this quiz to make the time go by faster? -- Guilty
Wearing Socks:: nope
In Love:: don't recall
Eating anything:: nope
Listing to music:: nope
On a screen name:: nope
Happy:: I'm..umm...I dunno what I am
Sad:: do you want me to be?
Mad:: at my parents
Feeling Broken:: in pieces (not really)
Smart:: no, I'm stupid enough to get a 4.5 (lol LESLEY....the highschool version)
Dumb:: all the time
A Fag:: thats rude
Gay:: thats also rude
Crying:: I don't really cry during the day...unless....ah, nevermind
Wearing Makeup:: I woke up like an hour ago
Fell in the hallway:: I think I did at piney grove...lmao
Lost something:: my library card is missing
Lost someone:: many people...both in the literal and other sense (lol, can't think right now)
Cried over the person you lost:: mmhmm
Broke down on the floor laughing :: I don't think...
Gotten High:: high? yes, I have been pretty high...I've flown on planes a lot...but thats the highest I've been...and skiing..you go pretty high up the mountain...
Gotten Drunk:: not recently
Do you like....
Someone:: like like? no...like like like? yes (ha, you so need emotion for that to make sense)
Tube Socks:: nope, I like knee socks
Rain:: mmm..'cept when its in the summer afternoon and it gets all steamy after..then its ewwy
Thunder storms:: I like the lightning more than the thunder
Ducks:: stephanie does
Dorks:: well why don't you just slap a label on us all
Nerds:: see above
Neon Colors:: eeeeeeee.........you should see me paint
Girls:: I hate all humanity. woosh
Posers_Stalkers:: is this supposed to be two questions? I mean like...posers and stalkers are two totally different things. rachy has a stalker :P
name- call me ruidshrhfudsyfhsjfudysincxkisrruiowe. or caroline for short.
tallest- ummmmm KATE...
shortest- MEEEE...wait..I think I got my tall/short mixed up...ooopsey :P
craziest- kate and liz
dumbest- ummmmm I dunno
most trustworthy- rach
most athletic- jenna
most likely to end up in jail- I think some of them already are in a jail...in a sense
most likely to be rich- spaky
most likey to get pregnant by the age of 16- *cough* I think only one of us has that possibility
weirdest conversations- kate
best liar- I dunno...I'm sure we've all lied
most organized- kate or masha
most unorganized- me
always late- RACHELLA. oh, well it wasn't her fault..but still....*mutters* lol <333
always on time-umumumumummmmmmmmm royce, but he was soooooooo late last time ;)
always early- nobody..unless I'm early and everybody else is on time...which I doubt
bite your nails- yup
procrastinate-I'll tell you later
judge people easily- I should stop that...
lose your temper easily- ummmm
-how many times a day do you...-
brush your teeth- whenever I eat...
change your clothes- usually twice
slam doors- not often
sign online- get on the computer? like 5
brush your hair- whenever I walk by the bathroom
wash your face- well...one face wash is really three layers... cause its a wash(mmm..blueberry grape) then a scrub (mmm...raspberry kiwi with little blue beads...that smells so yummy...lmao) then this chemical wash stuff.....er...yeah...doesn't work though...grrrrrrrr
||[24 Jun 2005|09:50am]
3- Alex Gibbs
6- Sarah C.
7- Sara F.
8- Russian Alex
9- Sara C.
18- Andre L.
19- Benjamin Randall
20- Micheal Carr
Who is #8 going out with? hahaha, how would I know? I just thought of Alex G and he was the first one I thought of after that
Is #9 a boy or a girl? girl
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? hahaha, courtney and season... nope
How about #18 and #4? they are both foreign... but...not really
What grade is #17 in? 10 in the fall
When was the last time you talked to #12? ummmmmm....few days ago
What is #6's favorite band? at the moment? ooo..I dunno
Does #1 have any siblings? yes, two sisters and a baby on the way
Would you ever date #3? ewewewewew NO
Would you ever date #7? lol Sara... you're a bit far away..hah..
Is #16 single? yes
What's #15's last name? dunno
What's #10's middle name? I feel like I should know..but I can't think of it
What's #5's favorite thing to do? draw/ ride horses
Is #13 hot? of course, its Krissy
Would #14 and #19 HAHAHAHA, rach and ben...that would be something...she'd end up killing him
What school does #20 go to? East Meck
Tell me a random fact about #11? she gives a lot of speeches
And #1: SPAKYSLUT! she hates babies apparently
Have you ever had a crush on #15? I dunno, that mohawk was pretty hot
Where does #9 live? up the street from me
What's #4's favorite color? varying shades of pink 'prolly
Would you make out with #14? I'd have to be drunk (sorreh rach) I don't make out with my best friends...its just..no
Are #5 & #6 best friends? they dont know each other
Does #7 like #20? don't know each other
Does #8 like #19? OH YES...that would be quite great..if they hooked up *evil laugh*
How did you meet #2? through rachel
How did you meet #18? 3rd grade...we're pretty good friends
Is #12 older than you? yup
Would #7 Have oral relations with #3? I doubt it
Is #17 the sexiest person alive? erg...no...not to me....to somebody else...maybe? err...
|this is serious people
||[27 Feb 2005|07:57am]
© show some heart ©
| || || || || |
|Eating disorders are a disease, not a lifestyle. |
February 27-March 5, 2005 is ED Awareness Week.
© show some heart ©
| || || || || |
|Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.|
Tuesday, March 1, 2005 is SI Awareness Day.
Self Injury Awareness Day - March 1st
1st March is Self Injury Awareness Day.
SIAD is a global awareness day, and yet it is not supported by any nations' governments, because it is a grass-roots idea. Somehow, in the mists of time, the date was set as the 1st of March, and organisations around the world make extra efforts to raise awareness ready for SIAD.
The colour for some reason is orange. Some people wear an orange ribbon, but in the past SIAD bracelets have been worn:
- Orange beads if you self harm;
- Orange and white if you used to;
- White if you have never self harmed but understand.
If you agree that people should be made aware of this issue and this day, re-post this in your journal.
||[31 Dec 2004|09:21pm]
Thursday's crush is a Friday night rush
And a Monday morning cry
It's the tail that you keep chasing
And it gets away every time
New Years Eve and it's hard to believe
Another Zodiac's gone around
While you drank yourself high on hoping
And watched the ceiling spin from the ground
Counting down from ten it's time
To make your annual prayer
Secret Santa in the sky
When will I get my share
Then you tell yourself
What you want to hear
Cause you have to believe
This will be my year
Pound your fist and cross it off your list
But you know you're not that strong
When the man at the stop light catches you
Singing along to a brand new song
Well maybe it's
Trash or the overnight smash that brings your
Ship crashing through the wall
So you can make your grand departure
From a world where you feel so small
One wheel in the ditch another
Spinning in the air
Put your pedal down to the floorboards cos you're not
Then you tell yourself
What you want to hear
Cause you have to believe
This will be my year
|..just a reminder...
||[18 Dec 2004|09:31am]
(and the fact that I absolutely adore this picture.)
(stolen from crazy_lucy_loo's journal...though I have seen it elsewhere)
||[18 Dec 2004|09:25am]
Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. I would like it to be what you think of me, though, mostly. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
I wont go to the trouble of trying to find out who commented, as in IP addresses and such, so just type your mind.
go ahead. I'm waiting.